Awake o.o

This is a blog right? Well, in my terms, a blog is more than just a bunch of events that have happened, it's also part diary. I know I must be crazy to have my thoughts so out in the open like this, but at times I can't help it. I'm such a strange kind of girl :))

What am I going to talk about tonight? Sleeplessness.


One simple thing to remember, the mind is a dangerous tool.


It's not that I have a case of insomnia, I LOVE sleep. It's just that before bed is usually the most relaxing time of one's day that one can't help but contemplate a lot of things.

For a person like me, it simply says these: How I want to take more pictures that have depth, how I want to have less edits in my photos, How I should be managing my time and more often than not, how I'm going to get through the next day.

The weird thing is that we all have this assumption that tomorrow is a given, when it's not.

Right now, recalling these words over and over I'm beginning to question a lot of things. Doubt has began to plant itself and I'm not so sure what to do about it..

Then the what if's come to mind.

What if I was more of the loner type of person, would that let me feel less than the moment? Would it stop some thoughts from entering my mind? Would it stop the nonsense I tend to put into print for the world to see? Am I too happy or not happy enough..?

Questions that...won't have much to do with me when I wake up later but for now, I'm just better off labeled as confused. :|